Day 12 and feeling ready for more

1. I went through 2 back to back meetings last night ... best Friday night I have had in a while. I am starting to really get to know these NA people and I am opening up my heart to them. It feels good... and not scary like I am used to.
   
2. I want to have a serious talk about something that I dont feel like I completely understand. I feel off about a certain topic relating to Mr. K and I have to set it straight in my mind or it will continue to bury a hole in my mind and soon I will start obsessing...and that will lead to danger.
   
3. I am having lunch with Catherine today.. I haven't sat down one on one with her since I was like 19. We used to be partners in crime... she changed.. and I did not. I resented her for that.. but now I am ready. I want to share with her... i really think she will be proud of me. And hopefully be a supporter... One thing I always respected her for was taking good care of herself... something I could never do.
   
4. Im going to a new meeting this morning... I havent been awake this iearly.. since before I started using... which was like when I was 13... so that says a lot.
   
5. T minus 2 days until OP starts... yay?